I never wanted to tell about this, especially not in my blog because I may look weak, but I just need to get this shit out, sorry.
So... I just hate my body. I'm too fat. Like seriously. My stomach is too big my hips are too fat my legs not enough thin so do my arms and my face... and if we don't talk about my body I couldn't even born with pretty face FML
Most of my friends are... short and skinny. And here I am, tall and fatty. I'm disgusted by myself. So I decided to eat less again. Again. And I can't believe it will work and I will success. Because it never did nevermind how much and how long time periods I tried. So I guess I should accept that I'm ugly and fat. But I can't I don't want to be these things... I just don't know what to do. But tomorrow I'll start this shit again, I won't eat too much so I don't get fatter and hoping to be able to lose weight.
I actually want to lose 6kg. If I could, I'd have my dream weight.